I think I may still have feelings for him, maybe even love him … But I think I lost my chance with him already .

So I FAIL = Day 3

I seriously fail at this writing every day -_- I’m behind two days and what not.

Well, Lets see what has happened? 

Saturday I ended up going to the hockey game alone, and spent alot of it thinking about the past. And for those who don’t know me or whats happened in the past, lets just say I’m TERRIFIED for my life that the past is going to repeat itself and just slap me in the face. Things have happened that I don’t regret just kinda wish it didn’t happen the way it did. And I don’t regret it only because I wouldn’t be where I’m at now. So yeah I spend alot of time worrying about my past when I know I shouldn’t. 

Sunday, I didn’t do much. I cut my hair but is more like a trim so its not noticable. 

Today, I FAILED my first Calculus test :/ Uhm, rehearsals went alright. learned some swing dance moves :D lol and uh I noticed somethings. It might be just me but I feel like my best friend acts different when her boyfriend is around rather than when its just me and her. But it might be just me. But it seems like it. Shes also falling back into her same problems but hey if it actually works out this time, then more power to you. Not really sure what else has happened but I think thats it. Until tomorrow. (:

So day 2 ?

Well I was so busy yesterday that I didn’t get a chance to write . So yesterday was a pretty good day (: school went alright . Although I feel like I failed my calculus test -_- but other than that . In weight training (yes I’m taking weight training ) I was able to finish my mega set . :D after school was rehearsals for grease ! Although it ended early it was fun . I finally broke 1,000,000 in temple run :D and then i found out jack (my boyfriend) left his phone in my car . So when I got out of rehearsals I took it to him . To my surprise jack was able to go to the hockey game with me ! His curfew ended up being 12 . So after we came back to my house and we watched moneyball . Well he watched it , I fell asleep in his arms . It was lovely I don’t want him to leave . I couldn’t fall back asleep when he left . But here I am today . Laying in bed , wondering what I’ll be doing today . Especially since jack is working today .

I’m on the real going to start writing everyday now …

Hello (: my name is jenina reyes. I’m living life as a high school senior . Im not the best blogger so bear with me ? (: I have problems just like everyone else but I climb over them . So far 2012 has been very interesting to me . I’m becoming friends with my boyfriends ex who once used to be my enemy and the number one person I was insecure about .. Especially when it came to my boyfriend . … So as this year continues I’ll slowly begin to discover more and more about myself that I never knew before . Ive been with my boyfriend for 2 years and it has been a roller coaster with him . I’ve cried myself to sleep to happily smiling on the phone . He keeps me on my toes (: If you don’t know I’m involved with my drama department and even got myself a legacy (: my school is performing grease for our musical this year and yours truely just happens to be playing patty simcox (: today we had no rehearsals so I got to spend the day with my boyfriend :) spending time together has become big due to my rehearsal schedule and his work schedule along with making time for all of our friends . Things are becoming crazy but I will be around more often :)

‎90% of people marry their 7th-12th grade love. Since you have read this, you will be told good news tonight. If you dont repost this, your worst week starts now

ohkristideer:

hot-w-h-o-r-e-party-m-o-r-e:

liquid-g-o-l-d:

itsgottabeboo:

th3past:

ugh why did I read that???????????? Shit

Why.

Bring on the good news bitch.

i can’t risk it! first day of school is tomorrow! :O

LOL I have no love :c

o_________o hmmmmm…..

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